Yes. I'm not kidding. Ask me whether I'm tired or confuse working on 3 jobs? Honestly, sometimes I find it okay but sometimes it's exhausting. But I'm surviving I guess. 

Well, I'm actually learning alot (of course la, 3 jobs wor) but I also found out things that I gradually dislike and things that I like. 

My interest on my uncle's business has grown. He's a hotel system supplier and now he's expanding his business onto digital advertising. Also, he's into movie production business so I'll be able to experience the process of how a movie is produce and the procedure to sell it to local publication. 

Where else interest on my aunt's business is going... down? Even though I get to experience even more stuff, meeting clients and all, understanding the shipment process, doing price analysis, but part of me dislike the business as I have to deal with a lot of pattern people. But deep down, I know that there's a lot of pattern people in life that we'll have to deal, so gotta force myself to do it. 

Oh, and on my piano teaching career, I find myself enjoying it the most because being able to educate and create interest in children brightens my day a lot. I have no idea I can be so patient with my students (because usually I'm very not when I was teaching my younger sister). 

So I guess I'm growing in a lot of ways. Living one hell of a life man. 

since I'm only 23, am gonna exhaust myself with all these work load and experience! Nyahahaha. #JustKidding #GonnaWorkHardToEarnMoney #AndExperience

Long time no see yos. 

It's first day of 2015, so an annual "Resolution of The Year" has to be posted and fulfill throughout the year. 

Well the list.... 

1) Save Money. No more spending money on food every month. No more reckless decision on eating fancy food with cousins unless it's special occassion eg. birthday celebration. 

2) Earn More Money. Re-practice ma piano and find a part-time job on Saturday as Piano Teacher. 

3) Posture Posture. No more hunching backs and bad sitting posture. 

4) Kill Tummy Cells! Exercise! 

5) Be an early bird. Sleep early and wake up early to exercise. 

6) Go to meditation camp again. 

7) Travel without adults. Travel either with cousins or friends. 

8) Buy a Mic for myself. 

9) Read The Lord Of The Rings storybooks. 

10) Improve on both Chinese and English vocabulary

11) nothing's permanent. so don't hold on to feelings so much.  

I guess that's about it. I'll see you guys soon. :D <3

and I had mine,

My little infinities. 

Lately I'd been reading books which are related to children and how the adults thinks that children are always saying things that are not true. 

And I can always relate back to my little sister. I really must pay more attention to whatever my lil sister's telling me next time. 

Hi world.

It's 27th of June today. Just a blink of an eye, half the year has gone.

and I'm having 3 jobs and the job scopes are getting larger and larger.

• account executive at both my aunts and uncle's company 
• sales executive at my aunt's company
• part-time piano teacher 

Labels: Inspiration, Life Of an Employee, thoughts, Work

Hi world.

Just feeling a little melancholy tonight, so I decided to come back to blog. Yes, no ranting about life on this corner of mine but yea, just wanna share some of my deepest thoughts here where I know just a few of yous will read it.

Well, where shall I start? I'm back home and so far, home doesn't feels like home at all. Home is about control and obligations. People say when they think of home, there's love, comfort and free. But why do I feel this way? Not that I don't feel comfortable when I'm home, but I just feel the people at home (especially the adults) are so controlling and talks only about money and obligations and nothing else it makes me sick.

Am I wrong to think that life's not just about money and obligations? But even though I'm so irritated by all these facts, but I have no choice to go on whatever I'm doing because I've gotta pay the bills and my own expenses. Why's reality so cruel?

I really miss the freedom I felt during the Italy trip. You have no idea how light I felt when I was on the trip.

The Breathtaking View

The Unique Experience in Venice

The Do-What-I-Want-Cause-I-Can Moment

The more you try to trap me with all the responsibilities, the more I wanna break free.

Labels: Life, Reality, Reminiscing, thoughts

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IHellow world! Just went to career fair today with Ms Alicia! Well, dropped a few resume to banks even though I already know what I want and I'm waiting for reply from that particular firm. No harm tryna have a few backup plan right? :) 

Labels: Life, Music, Work

Hi.

I just finished watching The Fault in Our Stars. I thought watching it would be less painful for me than reading it. But unfortunately, it turned out to be the other way round.

Probably because I'd read the book, and I can understand the feeling that the characters are expressing, and I got emotionally affected by it because I can relate it to my life.

It's unbearable, the pain. I guess one can never understand the pain until they'd experience it. But when you'd experienced it, you know you just gotta move on, to live with the pain.


Though they'd lost someone they loved, but whatever they had, their little infinities, were beautiful.

Labels: Pain, Quotes, Reality, Reminiscing, thoughts

Labels: Family, Little Sister, Reminder

All you need to do, is believe in yourself. You've been really really hardworking this semester. You just need to keep up the good work, don't slack and have faith in yourself. 

Labels: Faith, studies