2) Sometimes I feel like I have too much freedom here that I'd become a person who talks with no boundaries. I only care for those whom I care, I criticize those whom I dislike / things that I 看不顺眼 in front of them, basically I'm becoming more and more pattern each day that I'm afraid that my good friends are annoyed by me. But non of them express any unhappiness towards my patternness. (Well, except one of my cooking mate. I can sense that she feels like slapping my face all the time) but I don't really care you know. because I don't wanna make her feel like I'm pleasing her, or I'm actually tolerating her princess attitude. So yea, I'm completely myself this moment. 

Though I don't know whether I should continue to be like that. But everyone seems to be fine and they are always laughing when they are with me. Maybe it's a good thing? I don't know. 

I guess I should learn how to 收放。

3) eventhough I contributed to today's class discussion, but there is a slight unhappiness as I'm still the old me who doesn't know how to express her points well. How the hell am I gonna survive :(. 

Tonight, let me drown myself in music. 

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! KNOW THAT YOU WILL DO WELL! HAVE FAITH & CONFIDENCE! 

GO KICK THAT TEST PAPER'S ASS!

You are lucky today because I decided to post another blogpost! :P

I'd been listening to Hans Zimmer's instrumental song recently, well yea, I'm inspired!

这世界很庞大

渺小的我，

在不停地寻找生存的意义，

生生死死，

恩恩怨怨，

视乎都是微不足道，

感叹人生的甜酸苦辣，

世事无常。

IHellow world! Just went to career fair today with Ms Alicia! Well, dropped a few resume to banks even though I already know what I want and I'm waiting for reply from that particular firm. No harm tryna have a few backup plan right? :) 

Labels: Life, Music, Work

Hello. Sorry for the MIA lately. Haha. I've got 3 little secrets to share today.

1) I commit maself to 3 kinda blogs. 1st is Dayre, Tumblr, then this. Okay, I know it's so hard to keep track on which blog I'll be updating, but I guess I'll update more on Dayre and Tumblr. Dayre is so convenient that I only need 20mins to share my thoughts& my day. I know it's a public space but I'm assuming that nobody's interested with my boring life&thoughts except for those who matters. As for Tumblr, because I'd joined a 100HappyDays thingi, so I'll be updating my tumblr everyday. :)

Well if you're interested, below are both ma Dayre and Tumblr link :).

• http://dayre.me/eestes
• http://esestes92.tumblr.com/

Labels: happy, just saying, Life Of a Student, Music, random, thoughts

"All you gotta do is believe in yourself!"

I keep telling myself this because I think I worry too much. I worry because I spent my reading week with my families and not studying. I worry because sometimes I slack. Worry worry WORRY! such a negative word!

I'm eliminating you here!

SO WHAT? I worked my ass out before every lecture. I listen to almost every lecture (although sometimes I couldn't focus for about 5 mins). I listen to the recording of lectures. I make sure that I understand what I'm reading. I do research on whatever I don't understand. AND, at least I don't spend a few days on dramas ONLY (once a week only).

HOW ABOUT THAT? WORRY? WHAT NONSENSE!

BELIEVE! All you gotta do is believe Ee Suen!

Labels: just saying, Life Of a Student, motivation, Music, Quotes, random

时间很残忍，珍惜眼前人。

Labels: Chinese, Inspiration, Music, Quotes

Hi :).

June is coming to an end and guess what? I'd been spending my free time hanging out with friends (which is a good thing for LOA-ers like me :D)

I finally get to step into the cinema after 6 months of misery and I'd also went for karaoke session with my babe (still can't believe the fact that we sang for 5.30 hours).

Now that my maid is here, my sis is coming back, life's really great. :).


Here's a song to motivate you and me.

Well just to let you know, I never listen to any rock music because I find it "urhhh". But this indie rock style really amuse me. <3 <3 <3




I'm so inspired by all the good music I'd been listening lately.

p/s : psst, one of my dream is to become a musician. ;) I'm trying to chase my dream while making sure that I have a stable job. Lets see where I'll end up. :). BE POSITIVE!

p/p/s : just some new quotes I'd found from watching Bill Gate's 11 rules you'll never learn in school.

"Be Nice to Nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one" 

(Shiz I should've treat Mr. Yeo nicer in my secondary year)

Labels: BillGateRules, Inspiration, Music, Quotes